This morning when I peed on a stick, two pink lines appeared. I couldn't believe it, and I still am a little shocked. My first reaction was to freak out (naturally) and start crying, thinking about all the bad ways this pregnancy could end. I really don't think I can handle a third miscarriage. Poor confused Jeff asked why I was crying and said "But I thought we wanted to get pregnant?" He told me I need to think positive. He's always the optimist.
So, now I need to start the progesterone suppositories. I'm waiting on a call back from my doctor's office to get this filled and get some more instructions on how to use them. I guess one reason I'm super paranoid about the outcome of this pregnancy is because my doctor just called me late yesterday to let me know my progesterone results from last week. It was 11.5 (at 6dpo). For those of you who aren't familiar with this, they want to see it over a 10 on a nonmedicated cycle, and over 15 on a medicated cycle. So, that number basically confirmed I did ovulate, but the number wasn't as high as they want to see. So now I feel panicked to start the progesterone ASAP (I called them 2 hours ago and no call back yet - grrrr!).
I have so many thoughts running through my head right now, but need some time to gather them. If anyone has used progesterone (vaginal) suppositories, and has any suggestions/advice, I'll gladly take it.