Thursday, December 22, 2011

Merry Christmas

I don't really have much to say, but thought I better write a quick update before I take off for the weekend, and I also wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas!

AF arrived yesterday so this cycle didn't work.  Our timing was a little off so I wasn't too surprised (even though I was a little depressed and in a horrible mood all weekend after I tested Saturday and got a BFN).  Luckily, by the time AF arrived I had a few days to come to terms with the fact that this wasn't our cycle and was okay with it.  At least I won't have to worry about starting progesterone suppositories while staying at our families' over Christmas (since I've never done them before I have no clue what to expect when the time comes, but have heard they can get pretty messy).

And, now I can drink as much wine as I want to help get me through the holiday :)  I'm pretty indifferent about Christmas this year.  It's not so much that I'm dreading it, I'm just basically looking foward to 2011 being over with, and getting through Christmas is a means to an end.  It does make me sad that this is our 2nd Christmas since starting TTC that we don't have a little one yet.  I remember last Christmas being sad that nothing was happening yet, but was looking forward to our appointment with the RE in January and really believed in my heart by this Christmas we would have a baby.  Stupid, stupid me. trying to stay positive I'll put on my fake happy face, and wish everyone a Merry Christmas!

1 comment:

  1. Big, big hugs...Merry Christmas to you! Definitely allow yourself to cry it out and have a cocktail or two to get yourself through it :)